Nick is super protective of me. One of his best friends kissed me and lets just say my brother put him on his knees at gunpoint. If anyone messes with me, I know 100% that he will be there and beat whoever it is' ass. He always has to know I'm safe and that I'm in an environment where i'm okay. Honestly, I love that my brother is as protective as he is. Like, thats how a big brother is supposed to be.
My brother and I have been through everything together. Everything. Weve gone through divorce, separation, parent issues, self issues, we came to realization of things together, happy times, fun times, parties, weddings, volleyball games, football games, family dinners, trips throughout the states, shooting out back, and even dressing up together as kids. Through everything I have had to go through, Nick was there.
Nick has taught me so many things and has showed me what to do and what not to do in life. He taught me to be strong and push through hardships in life. Nick taught me to stand up for myself because sooner or later, I won't have someone to come and do my dirty work for me. My brother has made mistakes in his life, and whether he knows it or not, its taught me a lot. He went to a rehab for about two weeks when I was about 10 so he was 16 and I remember so vividly him leaving. I was crying and wouldn't let him go. I remember visiting him and not wanted to go back home with my mom. I wanted to stay with him. My brother was arrested recently and I think thats been one of the hardest things for me. My mom told me he would go to court and could be in jail up to 5 years..I couldn't even wrap my head around that. He was picking his life back up, had a job, was supported completely by my mom and I. I couldn't do anything but sit my room and stare at the picture of us hanging in my room. (I keep a little picture of us in my wallet too) I went to the garage and got his camo sweater he always wore and I wore it for about two days straight (Im actually wearing it right now haha). I dont know what I would do without him. I thank God for bringing him home the next day. He thinks hes a bad person, or even a bad brother, when hes quite the opposite. My brother is a great person and the best brother I could ask for; he just makes dumb ass decisions.
I love spending time with my brother. We go wakeboarding, shooting, paintballing, walks down to the lake, etc. He makes me laugh, and amazes me with magic tricks. He's my best friend. I actually want to get my first tattoo with my brother and i want us to both get it. The quote is "the most important thing is, even if we're apart...I'll always be with you." There are times where he will say like if he got into an accident and died hed be okay cause he doesn't feel like he has a place in life. It kills me and I tell him that if he were gone, I don't know what Id do with myself or what I would do to myself.
Through thick and thin, happy and sad, ups and downs, I have my brother. I love him to death and couldn't live without him. I thank God all the time for giving me an amazing family (as small as it is) and the best brother I could ask for. He means the world to me and hes a total dipshit that I couldnt live without. I love you Skippy.
{MLC}
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